Friday, February 22, 2008

Knowing and Doing

Now I’m supposed to be well versed w karma and how current life is failing the weak form of market hypotheses in a way. But then i'm not like my dad. However, what i understand is that the current state of being is a reflection of past beings, (not only limited to this current life’s), that somehow ur life at this point of time has some degree of inter-relation with the past actions/intentions(from here to the infinitesimal past towards the origin of time and being).

On that foundation, then it is built another paradigm that nothing is permanently real. That the relativity of significance of being results in continuos mirage that somehow feels so real that most being fails to see through its exteriority n look at its real core. Dat warrants calmness at all time. Against any circumstances. Against any joy. Against any harm.

The path to that realization requires continuous acquisition of wisdom.Only then a suspension system could be built within oneself to absorb shocks that the surrounding mirage transmits through its seemingly most real form.

Knowing is one thing. Actually doing n seeing through it all in an instant without struggle and without any undesirable resonance is another. My fren, or my frens, may all be blessed with breaking-the-matrix level of wisdom to live, for if u may u mite live forever. Amongst the greatest of the greatests. But then the greatests, more often than not are those who endure superhuman pain and evolve.

Cheerio.

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

While i was slp'g

Rocky is gone. For real this time. No more return. Joyful or not. Defeated or triumphant. Alacritous or tired. Simply cuz thr's no more returning of him.

Heard mom teared as he was taken away. They said, thr's hardly a fight from him, unlike other instances in the past. Sis said he wanted 2 go away cuz he sensed the end of his time nearing.
i cant help but 2 wonder if we had a part 2 play.

does he feel that the house is no longer warm bcuz of the concentrated attention shifting to the new puppy. I remember the time when i would sketch him lying elegantly in the house. yea hes a really cool poser. And has been a really great dog and a member of us. He was even part of my inspiration when i was writing about men's dog-like behavior, for instance the mixtures of mens pride n sense of defeatism... those were the days. N he's probably the most religious dog i hav heard of. Mom said he would ask mom to let him get into the house when my dad prayed. He would sit next 2 him quietly. Mayb he's a being of higher state than i :P

True that i din rear him up from infantry. But he's been a member for ages.
Losing him brings a sense of loss. Beyond my expectation as i x cuddle him as much as i do to the lil one.

I'll miss him. May he find peace henceforth.

A happy cny 2 all. cheerio
Besides that, i received something cool 2 start my cny this year.