While i was slp'g

Rocky is gone. For real this time. No more return. Joyful or not. Defeated or triumphant. Alacritous or tired. Simply cuz thr's no more returning of him.

Heard mom teared as he was taken away. They said, thr's hardly a fight from him, unlike other instances in the past. Sis said he wanted 2 go away cuz he sensed the end of his time nearing.
i cant help but 2 wonder if we had a part 2 play.

does he feel that the house is no longer warm bcuz of the concentrated attention shifting to the new puppy. I remember the time when i would sketch him lying elegantly in the house. yea hes a really cool poser. And has been a really great dog and a member of us. He was even part of my inspiration when i was writing about men's dog-like behavior, for instance the mixtures of mens pride n sense of defeatism... those were the days. N he's probably the most religious dog i hav heard of. Mom said he would ask mom to let him get into the house when my dad prayed. He would sit next 2 him quietly. Mayb he's a being of higher state than i :P

True that i din rear him up from infantry. But he's been a member for ages.
Losing him brings a sense of loss. Beyond my expectation as i x cuddle him as much as i do to the lil one.

I'll miss him. May he find peace henceforth.

A happy cny 2 all. cheerio
Besides that, i received something cool 2 start my cny this year.